A part of me wonders if she will see this. 

A part of me wonders if she will care. 

A part of me wonders if i could be there 

A part of misses her

A part of me doesnt

A part of me cries at her name 

A part of me scowls. 

A part of me wants to know where she is

A part of me can care 

A part of me can’t 

A part of me wants to know how she is

A part of me wants to stay blissfully unaware

A part of me wonders if she will read this